Friday, January 11, 2008
Today woke up at 6pm plus then headed to work at O bar n resturant...While taking a smoking break... suddenly became v confused and stressed.. because the thought of 'future' came into my mind...
haiz haiz haiz...
currently i'm taking my sub-paper for term one.. and also waiting for term 2 results to be out... but i guess i have to re-take a module for term 2 result.. cause i was barred from it due my absence in class...
So.. i'm working currently since i'm quite free... working either Singtel or O bar n resturant job..
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What Am I Going To Do After I Got my Private Diploma Cert??
seriosuly... i have NO answer in my mind...
enrol to Poly..? and if it is a success.. study for another 3 fucking years? Do i have the interest, determination, discipline to do that? i doubt so...
Out to society and start working .. building my own carrer till i drop dead and died? LOL... isn't that a little too early for a soon-to-be 19 yr old girl?
Since i haven't got my diploma... i'll be more realistic... i'll think of now...
Continue my life now where i only woke up in the nioght time and slp in the day time... earning that pathatic few hundreds/mth...? =X...
Find a full time job? sales girl? Changing my life back to day-time? $5/hrs job? Where i will not have that enough time to carry on my bike practical...? Not able to meet up with friends that often anymore..? etc... etc...
Yawns....
Don't know la... dun ask me...
still a little too early...
but...
i'll still carry on to do the things i wanna complete first.. and lead the life i wanna it to be first..
Thus, i'll guess i will continue my life with what i'm doing now
... =)
Yeah!!! happy Ending... =X
[[P.S ... Mr Jack.. Waiting for your SHUFFLING UPDATE!!!!!]]
YNIGHT_LADY
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Friday, January 11, 2008
Friday, January 11, 2008
